weiner

Je ne veux pas travailler.
Je ne veux pas déjeuner.
Je veux seulement l'oublier.
Et puis je fume

a really old old old french song.

greed is what i am
i am greedy.
i am needy.
i want too much, but most of all i want YOU
thats right. chanel red jumbo or a chanel wallet on chain....
so unnecessary but so wanted.

(Cody ChesnuTT)
I don't ask for much these days
And I don't bitch and whine if I don't get my way
I only wanna fertilize another behind my lover's back
I sit and watch it grow roots standin where I'm at
Fertilize another behind my lover's back
And I'm keepin my secrets mine
I push my seed in her bush for life
It's gonna work because I'm pushin it right
If Mary dropped my baby girl tonight
I would name her rock n roll

its a long highway and it gets stressful sometimes guys stop over emergency lane for abit
a somewhat wise young adult told me this recently. it made me laugh

adorkable.

inner geek.

i love chemistry.
i love colour changes.

it feels like a million years.

Since i've posted here properly.
I'm... numb at the moment. it's finally kicked in how weird the last two weeks have been and I'm not sure how to handle it. I haven't really.... grieved? Not even grieved... I haven't even thought about it properly. I haven't had the chance to think?
I thought today and it pained me. POO.

Hilarity for two reasons
- sweeny todd... ARIEN! i'll forever remember the squeals from the audience when he slits people throats. it made me laugh. now you think i'm a sadist. i'm not i swear i just thought the reactions were gold. i love how 3 members of the harry potter crew were there. snape, wormtail + bellatrix. word.
- a bad thing happens to me every week. a new thing wow.

from the bleeding to the burn to the betrayal i'm ready to face it. bring it on baby lmao.

ps. only annoyance for this week is.... the fact that you laughed. you laughed at my pain. don't call yourself my friend again. that was rude. ill be sure to laugh at you when a patient gives you an airborne disease.

LMAO.

Comedienne Margaret Cho just wrote this article all about her period. And she's not talking about punctuation!

She says:

"I am the worst when it comes to period stains. That is why I never move because my mattress is so so so so stained that whenever I change the sheets it just looks like a murder scene. I'm serious. Somebody should put crime scene 'do not cross' tape up. It's awful!

Every month my body completely purges everything it has been holding onto. My periods are heavy, long, arduous - old furniture and books and records come out. Gold coins and anchors and treasures and lace and shoes. It's like a big clearance sale. Everything must go! That is just the way that I am built. I am just puzzled at the idea of a pantyliner or a regular tampon. I need to stuff half an emergency room in there every 28 days or I am looking at dying everything I own black. (Here's a hot tip - if you stain something with your own blood, spit on the stain - your saliva has enzymes that will break it down.unfortunately it has to be your blood and your saliva - you can't do it for anyone else)."

i'm a hater.

i hate being a hater but right now im hating you.
ur a fuckwit
i made a mistake in doing what i did but i wanted to dish some of ur shit to you.
i did it. i was you for a day and i let it be. i forgot you were around and forgot ur existance. (exactly what you do when you feel like it.)
you crawl ur way back in only to bring bad news.
i still maintain i have the power. especially since recent occurances has made you bitter.
bitter in the way that you make snide comments, snide remarks that should hurt, but only make you seem petty. thats right ur petty.
stop being hypocritical and take it. take it like man.

x.

macbook air.

wow late entry but this is cool
bad specs aside the concept is amazing. fuck a superdrive.
i only use mine to burn discs but how often do i do that? hardly ever.
so bring on the small hdrive and slow gHz. think of the thinness and the wireless capabilities.

les femmes fabuleux.

omg she is sooooo cute.

6 hours away.

Steve Jobs will be releasing something good in 6 hours.
I am really excited. Probably won't be making a purchase but would love to see what Apple pulls out of their magic hat this time. I mean come on, the iPhone was pretty cool. Most Apple products are pretty good. My kinda geek products.

Macworld Expo
- bring it on.

travelling

want to go to:
- malaysia
- thailand
- indonesia/bali
- china (visa) - shanghai, guangzhou, outer bits of china. my parents always talk about nanjing so that wld be good to go to as well
- mongolia (potential visa, need to contact consulate)
- russia (visa) [1]
- france [5]
- germany [4]
- spain [6]
- greece [2]
- italy [3]

book love.

this thursday = the kite runner. the movie.

want to read the following:
- lolita
- night
- the secret garden (or to watch it)
- perfume


want to watch the following:
- the kite runner
- half nelson
- hotel rwanda
- the rain man

wow.
both my prettys popped babies this w/e
nicole with her baby girl harlow
and
christina aguliera with her baby boy max
<3

death by ipod?

welcome harlow.

'Simple Life' star Nicole Richie gives birth to Good Charlotte rocker's baby

LOS ANGELES - "The Simple Life" just got more complicated for Nicole Richie: She's a first-time mom.

Richie, 26, gave birth Friday at Cedars-Sinai Medical Center to a daughter named Harlow Winter Kate Madden, People magazine reported on its website.

The father is Richie's 28-year-old boyfriend, Joel Madden, of the rock group Good Charlotte.

"We are very blessed she's healthy and beautiful and so good already," Madden told People on Saturday. "We are very happy."

Calls to the couple's representative at Handprint Entertainment, Richie's publicist and the hospital were not immediately returned Saturday.

Richie, the socialite daughter of singer Lionel Richie, is perhaps best known for costarring with Paris Hilton in the reality show "The Simple Life."

Last year, she spent 82 minutes in jail after being convicted of driving under the influence of drugs. She was arrested in December 2006 after witnesses reported seeing her Mercedes-Benz SUV headed the wrong way on a freeway in Burbank.

fucking fabulous.

god. this is a major case of me likey.
i wanna be this fab when i grow up.
omg and she has the diamonte heeled christian louboutins. *drools*



Fuck i love fushia

how amazing the world.

it's amazing how diverse the world is. it really astonishes me.
how is it that a 13 yo old boy can make a mockup of a nintendo video game in one country where another 14 yo boy is raping another 13 yo boy.
it's so sad. i'm not saying all 13 yo boys should be making video games but how sad is it that a 14 yo is starting such a violent act at such a young age. it scares me.

cutie.

hussy bow drop dress.

the cows in the meadow go moo
the cows in the meadow go moo
then comes along the farmer
and thats how we get ham-bur-gers!
- phoebe

what did i say about old men.
drools:

i want this hair

katy steele.

im pretty sure i saw katy steele today.
i nearly orgasmed. no not really but i stared heaps at her!
katieeeeeeeeee <3

. amanda says: (11:06:53 PM)
OMG
. amanda says: (11:06:58 PM)
i forgot to give u sex
luce. says: (11:07:06 PM)
yeah what kinda friend are you
luce. says: (11:07:11 PM)
leaving me all horny on a sat night

addicted to. faker.

but will rekindle an old flame - for you hammerson.

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one
- Only One by Yellowcard

i love you ammo

crazyhorse

here i am

lying.
awake.
frozen.

Hello little boys, little toys
We're the dreams you're believing
Crawling up the walls
Running down your face
Razor sharp, razor clean
Feel the weapon's sensation
On your back...
With loaded guns
Now hold onto me pretty baby
If you want to fly
I'm gonna melt the fever sugar
Rolling back your eyes
- Le Disco by Shiny Toy Guns

to do:

- south east asia
- europe with a longer stop in france.
- canada esp. quebec
- finish my books before i start a new one
- shiny toy gun songs

i love mario.

petty hatred.

i hate myself atm.
feeling complicated + overwhelmed.
i don't want to be petty.
just hold me.

. amanda says:
cos im way better than her

karma.

ha! i just realised how good karma got you.
you f. me around and karma hit you back in the worst way possible.
hope you enjoyed it.
- i'm only just enjoying it cos i just realised that this was karma's doing.

Hate is a strong word
But I really really really don't like you
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought you around
And you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word.
But I really really really don't like you.
- Hate (I really don't like you) by Plain White T's

reminder: bottle green taiga pocket agenda

parce que je ne ments pas.

please right click and view image in a seperate window. so much funnier.

old men do it for me

especially if they're called michael vartan. :o

pomme d'amour.

vernis *drools*

Two girls... one cup. mmmmm.

tasty

i want to be this fab when i'm 50

" nous n'inheritons pas la Terre de nos parents, nous l'empruntons a nos enfants. "

- David Brower

painful bliss.

i love the fine line between pleasure and pain.
pain is good. not always pleasurable but i think it can be somewhat enjoyable

painful bliss =
- piercings.
- bites
- tattoos.



aa arrived today.
great day if i can say so myself.
lts of bumming and then aa to top it off woot.
- 2x leotards (so cute on)
- white deep v
- melange skirt.

love the material.
want to make a jersey dress but need to dye the material i have. so much effort. bah

. amanda says: (12:33:08 AM)
IM JOGGING1
. amanda says: (12:33:10 AM)
take that
. amanda says: (12:33:12 AM)
THIGH FAT
. amanda says: (12:33:15 AM)
TAKE THAT!

word.

Microsoft releases Windows Vista. (RMIT adopts Windows Vista and the network goes down for three days. )