I like...

Baby, I'm so into you
You got that somethin, what can I do
Baby, you spin me around
The Earth is movin, but I can't feel the ground
Every time you look at me
My heart is jumpin, it's easy to see
You drive me crazy
I just cant sleep
Im so excited, I'm in too deep
Ohh...crazy, but it feels alright
Baby, thinkin of you keeps me up all night
Tell Me, you're so into me
That i'm the only one you will see
Tell me, i'm not in the blue
That i'm not wastin, my feelings on you
- Crazy by Britney Spears

I think I like Britney Spears... and her music :o
I listened to her today and didn't feel like shooting myself in the head. It felt too. Reminded me of when I was younger and BS was cool and everyone wanted to be a cheerleader. Cheerleader POWER :) I like Hayden as well. She's an awesome cheerleader. She makes me wanna lead - and cheer I guess.

First exam tomorrow. Exciting shit. NOT. But my notes are pretty and I have many a cue cards ready for action.

Got my first load of Holga pics back today. Really annoyed because they didn't give me the film protector thing that holds the negatives and only gave it to me in the film canister. Guess it makes sense cos you can't even cut the fucking film right cos they come out LONG. It's cool so cos the whole 35mm of the film gets filmed... mmm hard to explain. Anyway it's really not like a normal pic, should be interested to see how they print it when I ask to get some photos done. I want to see if they can print the whole thing so you get the holey bits in the negative cos that cuts out bits of the pic but I think it looks funky.
Anyway. off to find more protectors on ebay.
x.

A says:
...im actually glad
cos i wake up at 5-6
so now ... im normal

Yes A.... NORMAL..
I heart you.

Delilah says: (1:29:44 AM)
we were talking about PERSON X and how he thinks shes coocoo
how do u spell coco?
A says: (1:29:54 AM)
yeah shitloads of people do
Delilah says: (1:29:56 AM)
like coucou
wtf.
A says: (1:29:58 AM)
kookoo
;P;
Delilah says: (1:30:02 AM)
ohhh yeah maybe.
A says: (1:30:02 AM)
sadka;sldk
Delilah says: (1:30:03 AM)
LMAO
A says: (1:30:04 AM)
AHHAHAHA
our convos are so funny

Being a loser is so much fun :)

Smile.

It's been too long and I'm lost without you
So what am I gonna do, said I've been needin' you,
wantin' you (Baby)
Wonderin' if you're the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes
- I miss you by Aaliyah


I miss her. Thought about her today and how much K and S used to love love lov her when we were little in high school. She was pretty good. Loved her in Romeo Must Die. Another DVD that has mysteriously disappeared - still in search of my We Can Be Heroes. Evil biatches.


Little annoyances get you nowhere.
Little annoyances will get you hurt.
Little annoyances got you where you are now.


Annoyed at Vogue. Annoyed at cliques. Find it extremely annoying that an online OPEN forum have such rude people. I don't know I just expected better. The Lover people have decided to set up a FB group about the new collection excluding anyone who has not been actively contributing to the Lover threads. This annoys me but only because they publicized it vividly on the Vogue threads, openly saying on Voguette was not welcome since she has not been contributing enough. Ok, you have you're own little side group going thats cool, but fuck why "boast" about it in a way in front of other people who aren't privileged. I think everyone should be able to discuss what the new collection is like and be given an idea. At first I was pissed because I thought they were openly hiding the new collections pictures, then they tell me they're only DISCUSSING the clothing. So what? No one else is allowed to be part of your little group where you DISCUSS clothing and boast about it on Vogue? Slightly silly IMO.
I don't know apparently I'm being immature. But I think I'm just trying to see the fair side of this... do you see it?

x.

In Love.

<3 Brent Kutzle... (cello player *droool*)

Cos A and I love boys who are technologically-abled

Delilah says:
i know.
whats the point of being with someone who's technologically challenged?
A says:
exactly
LOL
hahahaha

Want, Need

Free love

for everyone :)
Now everyone can bitch and rant at my ridiculous ideas on life.
Comment away - blogspotters and not.


You know who you are,
Your love is as sweet as candy
Ill be forever yours
Love always, [delilah]
- to the tune of Candy by Mandy Moore

Your hand in my hand
Do you wanna ride with me?
We can be like bonnie & clyde
Be by your side
- More than a Woman by Aaliyah (RIP)



now once again, why don't believe you?

I should really stop...

Daydreaming and playing in the flower-lined fields in my mind and get to work.
Work is tedious but once it's done the flower fields can drench my mind once again and I'm at rest.

Want:
- peace+love (less realistic desire)
- (more achievable desire)

Truth.

I quiver
I shake
I beam at the thought of you.
You burn
You shine
You take that spirit of mine.
I try
I tear
I push it aside
You laugh
You ignore
You draw me close
- anonymous


If we, the citizens, do not support our artists then we sacrifice our imagination on the alter of crude reality and we end up believing in nothing and having worthless dreams.
- Yann Martel