thunderclaps.

i am a sabotage-er.
i am also a saboteur.. (sabotage-er sounds funnier lol)

once upon a time...

you promised to save me from the ice cream van.
you promised and you didn't save me.
it haunted me all summer, ruining happy days for me.
thank god i didn't entrust you with the boogie man.
or we'd both be in strife.
but its ok. the ice cream van is gone.
new summer is here.

new lemming.
lover check shirt. it has ties on the neck!!!! so cute.
i might be able to afford it when i come back.
x.


ps. M works in a photolab. can get her to develop all my holga pics :). i love M!


Dear Bobbie,
Do you remember when you were young and very pretty? I do,
I remember pleated skirts, black and white sattle shoes.
do you remember dancing half the night? I do, I still think
of you when we dance, although we cant jitterbug as we did then.
Do you remember when
How long has it been
1945
You opened my blue eyes
To see a whole new life
Do you remember when
I told you this that night,
That if you're by my side
When everyday begins
I'll fall for you again
I made a promise when
I told you this that night
I'll be fine
When I die, then I die loving you
It's alright, I'll be fine
When I die then I die loving you
Loving you, loving you
Do you remember the times we would give up on each other
then get back together? then we finally was married in 1949. We drove the yellow convertible on our honeymoon.
Do you remember? I do.
Life has led us here
Together all these years
Holds twenty-thousand days
And memories we've saved
Since life has lead us here
And I'll be fine
Cause when I die, then I die loving you
It's alright, I'll be fine
Cause when I die then I die loving you
Loving you, loving you
I'm coming home to you
Slipping off my shoes
Restin in my chair
See you standing there
The silver in your hair
I'm coming home to you
When I lay tonight
when I close my eyes
I know the sun will rise
Here the next life
As long as your still mine
then its alright
I'll be fine
Cause when I die, then I die loving you
It's alright, I'll be fine
Cause when I die then I die loving you
Loving you, loving you
You have gray hair now but you're a beautiful women and the years have been good to both of us. We walk slow now, but we still have eachother. The glue of love is still bonding us together. Love is what I remember. Do you remember?
- Dear Bobbie by Yellowcard

Honestly though... remember the days when we used to play the Sims and share the houses that we had just build. We were good. Now what are we?

Posh is hilarious.

<3

Top 100's

Times I've only read 2 LOL!
A&R - I've read a few I counted bout forgot 22 I think.

more to come laziness overtakes my body.


Are you left/right brained

Orange is hot.

Not on Lindsay in the form of a fake tan... but looks fucking awesome on Olsen twins as a dress.

Project Runway Canada.

Who the fuck names their baby GIRL, Michael?

Right now im annoyed at asians. asians and other international students who take the great opportunity to come to australia and study in our great universities but do not make the effort to integrate into our nation. This is why there are so many stereotypes and ectera. If you come to a foreign country to learn you'd eexpect that you would at least make an effort to speak the countries language as much as possible. Isn't that the point of travelling to marvel at the wonders of that world, rather than trying to find a niche where you were before. If I went to germany or france on exchange you would be speaking their language as much as possible. it's half the reason you go right?
mmmm stop speaking foreign languages around me when im trying to study its annoying the fuck out of me.
thank you.

First time jitters.

So. Ever since I was little and daddy brought me up as a little shit break he enforced the idea of exclusitivity and brand names. He used to tell me off when I'd bring a piece of clothing home that didn't have a brand where my mummy would scold me. Needless to say to I was closer to...

So this coming 8ish days I will be purchasing my first Chanel bag, a dream I've been meaning to achieve for a long time coming. Since my education money's kicking in, it seems like a good opportunity to buy up before the prices go up yet again. My dreams going to come true... a stupid dream but a dream I'd like to achieve nevertheless. I'll own my Chanel before I turn 21 :)
Yay!

Today I started fretting realising my monetary funds is running dry and I'm skimming on thin ice here with the spending money I'll have. The price increase on both the Chanel and I'm assuming the new Macbook (new specs up on US site - faster CPU + better graphics) means that I'm going to have less spending money to spend on other things. I was having a panic attack literally. I didn't know if I wanted the Chanel anymore and I was panicking about how much it will end up being.
After much deliberation I have decided to go ahead and buy the Chanel. The Purse Forum reassured me that the price will increase from about 2300 to 2600-2700ish. This isn't so bad when you think about how much it will cost in Australia. Right? Yes right. Plus IT'S AN INVESTMENT. As is this iMac as is my new Macbook. As is my iPod, my best investment so far. It hasn't failed me yet - touch wood.

I've learnt about Chanel
- they like to hike up prices
- lambskin harder to look after than caviar
- caviar is prettier than lambskin (IMO)
- e/w is sooooo sexy. droooolll


east west
black caviar. but im getting gold hardware.


omg i just realised. im sounding like those people i hate.
*slaps herself*



BACK TO NORMAL DELILAH CONVERSATION
Finished A Thousand Splendid Suns. Should have loved this more than I did. In fact I wasnt that impacted by it at all. The Kite Runner had me crying everytime I picked it up. I didn't feel that way for Leila and Mariam. Though they suffered as well, I don't really think it was the same. I think it's because I knew the horrific things that were going to happen. I did love the ending though, just not as powerful as The Kite Runner.... mmm
Started Life of Pi, started Virgin Suicides... Really need to finish The Alchemist but I think I might as well start it again.... Sigh.

you hurt.

ignorance is bliss but sometimes you cant push it away

im officially going to hk. leaving on the 9th. back the 19th.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
so excited!!!!!!

- bought my ticket
- organised who im staying with
- have my holga ready
- exams... pftttt holiday!!!!!
- chanel med/large double flap black caviar gold hardware *drools*
- black macbook - its 600$ cheaper there :o :o :o!!!!!
- eyetv for my imac so i can watch tv :) omg so excited bout the tech shit i can buy there

Travel Blog

and you don't even know.
i can. and you don't even know it.
i could. and you don't even know it.
but I wont, because then you'll never know it.

First exam

First exams make my heart ache and remind me why I need to do well and want to kick Person X's ass. Makes my have headaches and yell at parentals for not caring like I care when they should care more, after all they made the massive deal of me having a good ENTER score when I told them I only needed 90 to get into what I want. *sighs*


Everyday I love you less and less
It's clear to see that you've become obsessed
I've got to get this message to the press
That everyday I love you less and less
And everyday I love you less and less
I've got to get this feeling off my chest
The Doctor says all I needs pills and rest
Since everyday I love you less and less
Unless, unless
I know, I feel it in my bones
I'm sick, I'm tired of staying in control
- Everyday I love you less and less by The Kaiser Chiefs


Anyway. Ponies, hopscotch, frilly socks and maryjanes make me smile.
Bullets make the world go... dead.