yummy mummy's

ill finish this later.

i want a baby.

no cody chesnutt lyrics anywhere?
what gives.
seriously. thats a big what gives.
it's not like he's that unpopular.
we like cody.
i like cody. cody was a first year education. roots all the way baby

back up.
wtf. who knew backing up my music/itunes vids alone wld take 5 dvd discs. :o
photos are 2 discs. bah.
my external can't hold anything atm. poor baby

aa. love.

hotpants = ass hangage.

non appreciation.

i have non appreciation for many things right now:
non-appreciating you telling them something private.
my thing. my choice. my right to tell. dont take that right away from me.
non-appreciation to house music.
honestly. how can people still listen to the stuff.
i'm musically over it. give me a week and ill be musically onto it again... or not.
non-appreciation for racism.
when did it become okay to be racist again? oh thats right it never has been okay. should keep that in mind fuckwit.
non-appreciation for working.
the whole point of quitting work mum and dad is so that i can't work.
when did your business start to be my problem. not my problem. u can't find people don't you fucking dare guilt trip me into working for you. you should have hired more staff. not my fault.
i've worked nearly every weekend since i was in year 10. i want my time off. give me my rest. let me enjoy this.

appreciation for:
your kind words
your offering of food
your banter
your continual saviourness when i need help
your... loveee <3 i love kim and cat.

x.

hilarious late night banter

I love Matt:
- м a † † ї ‹› [ I can't sleep now, no, not like I used to, I can't breathe in and out like I need to ] says: (1:05:08 AM)
is that some1s head in your pic? or a fuzzy ball

Julian hates me:
- dear julian ____ (see i know ur surname and where you live so you have to do it). i find tai bboying fucking hilarious and amanda and i would giggle like little school girls if u have a challenge off pleaseeeeeeee?????!??!
btw... admit it school girls are hot
- dear lucy - (seeing ur chanel bag is 3000 buks and i dont like cow skin) i dont break anymore...skool girls shit me...and ima steal ur bag and sell it to westside bogans for fiddy dowllarr if u keep askin..MUHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

Pancake Parlour makes me happy.
paul says: (1:13:59 AM)
he had nice hair i remember
paul says: (1:21:24 AM)
which male actor do u think is the best loookin
<--- my fave first year is showing homosexual tendencies... eeps1

dreams.

sleep makes delusionalness.
sleep makes tiredness
sleep makes one... dream
dreams can be evil.

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
- Don't Speak by No Doubt

i love paul

lucey. says: (12:21:15 AM)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sxKDBC3QF7A
paul says: (12:22:29 AM)
y r u making me watch guys prance around in their underwear
lucey. says: (12:23:06 AM)
have u seen the real version of it?
paul says: (12:23:43 AM)
the bonds ad on tv
paul says: (12:23:45 AM)
yeh thats hot
paul says: (12:23:47 AM)
this is so not

he did it again.

bf when i refer to music things is booking fee fool.
bless the young man for thinking its boyfriend. pshhh to boyfriends


I shoulda been stronger, when you left me baby,
I just didn't see it comin, (no)
You shoulda waited longer, we coulda worked it out,
I know eats you up inside, Now when you call the phone,
Tellin me, basically you still love me I,
Cant believe your unbelievable,
[Chorus]
Cuz I never really new it was endin,
But I shoulda seen it from the beginin,
When I use to be so independent,
Then all I did was think of you,
Girl you know I coulda showed ya,
Gonna keep head high on my shoulders
I'm better off now that it's over,
And I'm not gonna think of you,
Cuz I'm so over U, I'm so over U, I'm so over U yeah�
I'm so over U, I'm so over U, I'm so over U, yeah�
I shoulda known better, shoulda seen right through,
It was all about the chase, baby
Now I'm a little wiser, cuz of girls like you,
I learned from my mistake,
Now I can go out every night enjoy myself without the fight,
Sayin no more, no more sleepless nights�
[Chorus]
I use to wanna know, why'd you go an break my heart, like we never meant a think at all
Times made me wise, no I didn't believe it when they told me, that I'd get over U�
[Chorus]
- So Over You by Donnie J.

Paul is my r&b musical educator.
He also made me listen to OneRepublic.
I love Paul.
I fund his society hahahaha suckers.

numb

luckily not emotionally.
only physically
im bruised and battered and sore all over.
the last week has brought me pain.
my liver is going to die from the overusage of cyp3a4 from painmeds.

wii is deadly. especially boxing. it kills. but good workout
golf is good for warming up.
beginning to like baseball.
dont know wat to get josh now for his bday/xmas cos i was going to get him a new wii controller but it looks like he already has one? :(

late nights are bad. they leave me battered.
smoking is bad. leaves me sore
long days are worse, they leave me scarred.

drained and pained. summer is blank.
wow. im blank.

ps. reminding myself to blog about stat rape story.