you hurt.

ignorance is bliss but sometimes you cant push it away

im officially going to hk. leaving on the 9th. back the 19th.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
so excited!!!!!!

- bought my ticket
- organised who im staying with
- have my holga ready
- exams... pftttt holiday!!!!!
- chanel med/large double flap black caviar gold hardware *drools*
- black macbook - its 600$ cheaper there :o :o :o!!!!!
- eyetv for my imac so i can watch tv :) omg so excited bout the tech shit i can buy there

Travel Blog

and you don't even know.
i can. and you don't even know it.
i could. and you don't even know it.
but I wont, because then you'll never know it.

First exam

First exams make my heart ache and remind me why I need to do well and want to kick Person X's ass. Makes my have headaches and yell at parentals for not caring like I care when they should care more, after all they made the massive deal of me having a good ENTER score when I told them I only needed 90 to get into what I want. *sighs*


Everyday I love you less and less
It's clear to see that you've become obsessed
I've got to get this message to the press
That everyday I love you less and less
And everyday I love you less and less
I've got to get this feeling off my chest
The Doctor says all I needs pills and rest
Since everyday I love you less and less
Unless, unless
I know, I feel it in my bones
I'm sick, I'm tired of staying in control
- Everyday I love you less and less by The Kaiser Chiefs


Anyway. Ponies, hopscotch, frilly socks and maryjanes make me smile.
Bullets make the world go... dead.

I like...

Baby, I'm so into you
You got that somethin, what can I do
Baby, you spin me around
The Earth is movin, but I can't feel the ground
Every time you look at me
My heart is jumpin, it's easy to see
You drive me crazy
I just cant sleep
Im so excited, I'm in too deep
Ohh...crazy, but it feels alright
Baby, thinkin of you keeps me up all night
Tell Me, you're so into me
That i'm the only one you will see
Tell me, i'm not in the blue
That i'm not wastin, my feelings on you
- Crazy by Britney Spears

I think I like Britney Spears... and her music :o
I listened to her today and didn't feel like shooting myself in the head. It felt too. Reminded me of when I was younger and BS was cool and everyone wanted to be a cheerleader. Cheerleader POWER :) I like Hayden as well. She's an awesome cheerleader. She makes me wanna lead - and cheer I guess.

First exam tomorrow. Exciting shit. NOT. But my notes are pretty and I have many a cue cards ready for action.

Got my first load of Holga pics back today. Really annoyed because they didn't give me the film protector thing that holds the negatives and only gave it to me in the film canister. Guess it makes sense cos you can't even cut the fucking film right cos they come out LONG. It's cool so cos the whole 35mm of the film gets filmed... mmm hard to explain. Anyway it's really not like a normal pic, should be interested to see how they print it when I ask to get some photos done. I want to see if they can print the whole thing so you get the holey bits in the negative cos that cuts out bits of the pic but I think it looks funky.
Anyway. off to find more protectors on ebay.
x.

A says:
...im actually glad
cos i wake up at 5-6
so now ... im normal

Yes A.... NORMAL..
I heart you.

Delilah says: (1:29:44 AM)
we were talking about PERSON X and how he thinks shes coocoo
how do u spell coco?
A says: (1:29:54 AM)
yeah shitloads of people do
Delilah says: (1:29:56 AM)
like coucou
wtf.
A says: (1:29:58 AM)
kookoo
;P;
Delilah says: (1:30:02 AM)
ohhh yeah maybe.
A says: (1:30:02 AM)
sadka;sldk
Delilah says: (1:30:03 AM)
LMAO
A says: (1:30:04 AM)
AHHAHAHA
our convos are so funny

Being a loser is so much fun :)

Smile.

It's been too long and I'm lost without you
So what am I gonna do, said I've been needin' you,
wantin' you (Baby)
Wonderin' if you're the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes
- I miss you by Aaliyah


I miss her. Thought about her today and how much K and S used to love love lov her when we were little in high school. She was pretty good. Loved her in Romeo Must Die. Another DVD that has mysteriously disappeared - still in search of my We Can Be Heroes. Evil biatches.


Little annoyances get you nowhere.
Little annoyances will get you hurt.
Little annoyances got you where you are now.


Annoyed at Vogue. Annoyed at cliques. Find it extremely annoying that an online OPEN forum have such rude people. I don't know I just expected better. The Lover people have decided to set up a FB group about the new collection excluding anyone who has not been actively contributing to the Lover threads. This annoys me but only because they publicized it vividly on the Vogue threads, openly saying on Voguette was not welcome since she has not been contributing enough. Ok, you have you're own little side group going thats cool, but fuck why "boast" about it in a way in front of other people who aren't privileged. I think everyone should be able to discuss what the new collection is like and be given an idea. At first I was pissed because I thought they were openly hiding the new collections pictures, then they tell me they're only DISCUSSING the clothing. So what? No one else is allowed to be part of your little group where you DISCUSS clothing and boast about it on Vogue? Slightly silly IMO.
I don't know apparently I'm being immature. But I think I'm just trying to see the fair side of this... do you see it?

x.

In Love.

<3 Brent Kutzle... (cello player *droool*)

Cos A and I love boys who are technologically-abled

Delilah says:
i know.
whats the point of being with someone who's technologically challenged?
A says:
exactly
LOL
hahahaha

Want, Need

Free love

for everyone :)
Now everyone can bitch and rant at my ridiculous ideas on life.
Comment away - blogspotters and not.


You know who you are,
Your love is as sweet as candy
Ill be forever yours
Love always, [delilah]
- to the tune of Candy by Mandy Moore

Your hand in my hand
Do you wanna ride with me?
We can be like bonnie & clyde
Be by your side
- More than a Woman by Aaliyah (RIP)



now once again, why don't believe you?

I should really stop...

Daydreaming and playing in the flower-lined fields in my mind and get to work.
Work is tedious but once it's done the flower fields can drench my mind once again and I'm at rest.

Want:
- peace+love (less realistic desire)
- (more achievable desire)

Truth.

I quiver
I shake
I beam at the thought of you.
You burn
You shine
You take that spirit of mine.
I try
I tear
I push it aside
You laugh
You ignore
You draw me close
- anonymous


If we, the citizens, do not support our artists then we sacrifice our imagination on the alter of crude reality and we end up believing in nothing and having worthless dreams.
- Yann Martel

I wrote a...

pretty blog and forgot to publish it and then closed my tab. dohH!
made some adjustments, i think the newer layout is cool.
music and books are important.



It can't be true... can it?

Nicknames.

Sewing machine = Tallulah
Me = Delilah
iMac = god. wait... name pending. i shld really name him.
iPod = Blackie/Kaffa/Sooty... is it wrong to name ur ipod after a friend?

I love Tallulah. The name is so pretty. Sigh
Bored of studying as only fate will tell if I fail or not.
Meh

New things.

Have a new haircut.
It's Nicole short. I love Nicole. She's so beautiful.
Nicole was in Australia last week and i was at home studying instead of stalking her. If I were on holidays i would actually try and find her :( *sigh*

Have a new Holga. Been taking pictures with it. It arrived a while ago but I haven't had a real chance to play with it. Fixed it up on Friday with my dad and we made it 35mm friendly. Shame youtube shame for not telling me batteries fall out and roll around. It ruined some good sunny pics. Oh well. That's lomo for you. Can't wait for the summer to start and real whoring to begin


brown paper packages tied up with string, these are a few of my favourite things.

I got into my desired vacation project. First preference and all. I'm a loser but am really happy I got in :) I got in I got in.
Means I dont need to find a job I know I'm going to leave.
yay

Love my DS, Love this.

Pure sex no?
I want a Wii. SO I can play mario party.
Mario party would be fun.

Hilarious and so true.

It's cos Apple Rules.

The image speaks for itself. Macs are better.

I did it!

No I didn't get my haircut, but I did get my Holga.
I ordered it last night and paypalled it using American money from the same dealer I wanted to get it from to begin with which made it $10 cheaper... so it was only $50. GOD BLESS THE EXCHANGE RATE. I'm so happy I can't wait to take happy snaps of the sky the moon and the rain. NO just kidding just being cheezy but yeah uber excited.
I've also been trying to imagine myself with the short Nicole hair... I think I'd look cute. I can be cute if I tried...

Hair!

Help me decide.

Loving this look.

So...

It's been ages since I spammed this board so I thought I'd add a letter of complaint that I wrote to my uni for being soaked through (stupid uni graduates thinking they need a muckup day)

Subject:	My frustration
Date:	Thu, 04 Oct 2007 21:38:45 +1000
From:	Stranger_danger
To:	studentadmin
Bcc:	my awesome friends that would care

Not to sure if I am addressing this to the right person but I'd like to
make a complaint about the school actions (or lack of) today as the Grad
07 students embarked on a bullying system against other students.

First of all, what a ludicrous idea that fourth year students who would
be around the age of 21/22 years old would find it necessary to get
dressed up in bright fluoro and attack each other (and other students),
it's beyond me.
Secondly, I would have much appreciated some form of warning about the
day and the possibility (the mere possibility, the slightest possibility)
that I would end up involved in a water first (unwillingly) with OLDER
STUDENTS WHO I HAVE NEVER MET BEFORE. I cannot comprehend why anyone
would want during their sparse breaks that they do have to be squirted
with water and then when asking the squirting party to stop only have
more graduates bullying them. I DONT CARE FOR THESE ANTICS AND ALSO DO
NOT APPRECIATE THE MONEY I PAY TO GO TO THIS UNIVERSITY TO BE BULLIED
LIKE THIS. (Why won't they stop. Don't they understand its a violation of
my rights. I really wanted to tell them off more but it didn't work the
first time so how much wetter would I have wanted to get)
I have never been so disappointed in an institution in my life and don't
appreciate turning up to uni on a semi-cold day to have two or more
layers of my clothing wet through to the point of having to sit in a cold
lecture theatre for two hours without any other form of warmth but a
tshirt. I wear many layers as I'm not good with the cold. I do not
appreciate my possessions being wet and destroyed. I do not appreciate my
birthday present (a leather bag my friends gave me) to be ruined
completely as fourth year students feel the need to wet us for the fun of
it. Who is going to front the bill and pay for it to be replaced?
Obviously they're not. I'm going to have to and not only will I lose the
sentiment, I will have lost a lot of money to replace it.
I hate the fact that I feel like I've been bullied by the fourth years,
people who I have never met in my life, destroying my items and leaving
me feeling cold miserable and depressed for the rest of the day. I am not
being dramatic I assure you, this isn't a matter of that. This is an
issue where I feel isolated, abused and bullied in a situation that could
have been more controlled.
I do not appreciate not being able to walk from one building to another
without being attacked. I do not appreciate having to walk all the way
upstairs from one building just to get to the next when I wanted to be on
the lower floor anyway. I do not appreciate that a present was ruined by
the uni's lack of actions. I hate that I pay school fees to attend an
otherwise great uni only to find that I'm wasting even more money to try
and fix something that has been destroyed by the lack of action the uni
has shown.
I don't mind if I had a bit of pre-warning. I would have brought more
clothes (BUT THIS IS WHAT I DID IN high school, brought a different bag,
heck I might not have felt the need to take a shower (as they would have
given me a good washing anyway). But to turn up to school thinking it was
a normal day and to be attacked is sure not fair. What if someone had
work? What if someone was going to a job interview? What if someone had a
date? What if someone (like my friends and I) just wanted to sit in the
sun during the only break they had for the one day in peace without being
bombarded with water randomly.
I also heard banter that non-aqueus substances were used... milk, fish
sauce on clothes and people. NOT SO PLEASANT.

I'm really sorry you had to read all that, but I'm definitely not the
first person who was annoyed at todays outcome. While some people enjoyed
the fun and games I am sure my friends and I didn't enjoy i so much.
Having a head cold isn't that great when you're trying to learn about
heterocyclic chemistry. Not so fun when you're limited with time to get
from one lecture theatre to the prac rooms + lockers where the
"attackers" were.

MORE EVIDENCE:

JeNnn ;  damn 4th yrs!!!!!!!!!!!! says: (9:25:31 PM)
A girl wearng a very pretty coat was completely soaked waist down...
who's going to pay for HER dry cleaning bill.

Next time the uni allows such a thing, I (and I am sure other students)
would appreciate a little notice, or even some reconsidering. I was
fearful going anywhere in case of water attack and really didn't enjoy
today :(

STANGER_DANGER
(Please feel free to write back in defence, as I would love to hear how
rational/irrational I may have just sounded... sorry once again)