you hurt.

ignorance is bliss but sometimes you cant push it away

im officially going to hk. leaving on the 9th. back the 19th.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
so excited!!!!!!

- bought my ticket
- organised who im staying with
- have my holga ready
- exams... pftttt holiday!!!!!
- chanel med/large double flap black caviar gold hardware *drools*
- black macbook - its 600$ cheaper there :o :o :o!!!!!
- eyetv for my imac so i can watch tv :) omg so excited bout the tech shit i can buy there

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and you don't even know.
i can. and you don't even know it.
i could. and you don't even know it.
but I wont, because then you'll never know it.

First exam

First exams make my heart ache and remind me why I need to do well and want to kick Person X's ass. Makes my have headaches and yell at parentals for not caring like I care when they should care more, after all they made the massive deal of me having a good ENTER score when I told them I only needed 90 to get into what I want. *sighs*


Everyday I love you less and less
It's clear to see that you've become obsessed
I've got to get this message to the press
That everyday I love you less and less
And everyday I love you less and less
I've got to get this feeling off my chest
The Doctor says all I needs pills and rest
Since everyday I love you less and less
Unless, unless
I know, I feel it in my bones
I'm sick, I'm tired of staying in control
- Everyday I love you less and less by The Kaiser Chiefs


Anyway. Ponies, hopscotch, frilly socks and maryjanes make me smile.
Bullets make the world go... dead.

I like...

Baby, I'm so into you
You got that somethin, what can I do
Baby, you spin me around
The Earth is movin, but I can't feel the ground
Every time you look at me
My heart is jumpin, it's easy to see
You drive me crazy
I just cant sleep
Im so excited, I'm in too deep
Ohh...crazy, but it feels alright
Baby, thinkin of you keeps me up all night
Tell Me, you're so into me
That i'm the only one you will see
Tell me, i'm not in the blue
That i'm not wastin, my feelings on you
- Crazy by Britney Spears

I think I like Britney Spears... and her music :o
I listened to her today and didn't feel like shooting myself in the head. It felt too. Reminded me of when I was younger and BS was cool and everyone wanted to be a cheerleader. Cheerleader POWER :) I like Hayden as well. She's an awesome cheerleader. She makes me wanna lead - and cheer I guess.

First exam tomorrow. Exciting shit. NOT. But my notes are pretty and I have many a cue cards ready for action.

Got my first load of Holga pics back today. Really annoyed because they didn't give me the film protector thing that holds the negatives and only gave it to me in the film canister. Guess it makes sense cos you can't even cut the fucking film right cos they come out LONG. It's cool so cos the whole 35mm of the film gets filmed... mmm hard to explain. Anyway it's really not like a normal pic, should be interested to see how they print it when I ask to get some photos done. I want to see if they can print the whole thing so you get the holey bits in the negative cos that cuts out bits of the pic but I think it looks funky.
Anyway. off to find more protectors on ebay.
x.

A says:
...im actually glad
cos i wake up at 5-6
so now ... im normal

Yes A.... NORMAL..
I heart you.

Delilah says: (1:29:44 AM)
we were talking about PERSON X and how he thinks shes coocoo
how do u spell coco?
A says: (1:29:54 AM)
yeah shitloads of people do
Delilah says: (1:29:56 AM)
like coucou
wtf.
A says: (1:29:58 AM)
kookoo
;P;
Delilah says: (1:30:02 AM)
ohhh yeah maybe.
A says: (1:30:02 AM)
sadka;sldk
Delilah says: (1:30:03 AM)
LMAO
A says: (1:30:04 AM)
AHHAHAHA
our convos are so funny

Being a loser is so much fun :)

Smile.

It's been too long and I'm lost without you
So what am I gonna do, said I've been needin' you,
wantin' you (Baby)
Wonderin' if you're the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes
- I miss you by Aaliyah


I miss her. Thought about her today and how much K and S used to love love lov her when we were little in high school. She was pretty good. Loved her in Romeo Must Die. Another DVD that has mysteriously disappeared - still in search of my We Can Be Heroes. Evil biatches.


Little annoyances get you nowhere.
Little annoyances will get you hurt.
Little annoyances got you where you are now.


Annoyed at Vogue. Annoyed at cliques. Find it extremely annoying that an online OPEN forum have such rude people. I don't know I just expected better. The Lover people have decided to set up a FB group about the new collection excluding anyone who has not been actively contributing to the Lover threads. This annoys me but only because they publicized it vividly on the Vogue threads, openly saying on Voguette was not welcome since she has not been contributing enough. Ok, you have you're own little side group going thats cool, but fuck why "boast" about it in a way in front of other people who aren't privileged. I think everyone should be able to discuss what the new collection is like and be given an idea. At first I was pissed because I thought they were openly hiding the new collections pictures, then they tell me they're only DISCUSSING the clothing. So what? No one else is allowed to be part of your little group where you DISCUSS clothing and boast about it on Vogue? Slightly silly IMO.
I don't know apparently I'm being immature. But I think I'm just trying to see the fair side of this... do you see it?

x.

In Love.

<3 Brent Kutzle... (cello player *droool*)

Cos A and I love boys who are technologically-abled

Delilah says:
i know.
whats the point of being with someone who's technologically challenged?
A says:
exactly
LOL
hahahaha

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