shoe-gasms.

Very Prive = sex

n95 black
02 xda flame
iphone
hiptop slide

bye kiddies.

[Children:]
There's a sad sort of clanging from the clock in the hall
And the bells in the steeple too
And up in the nursery an absurd little bird
Is popping out to say "cuckoo"
[Marta, Gretl, Brigitta:]
Cuckoo, cuckoo

[Children: Marta, Gretl, Brigitta: ]
Regretfully they tell us Cuckoo, cuckoo
But firmly they compel us Cuckoo, cuckoo
To say goodbye . . .
[Marta, Gretl, Brigitta:]
Cuckoo!
[Children:]
. . . to you

[Children:]
So long, farewell, auf Wiedersehen, good night
[Marta:]
I hate to go and leave this pretty sight

[Children:]
So long, farewell, auf Wiedersehen, adieu
[Friedrich:]
Adieu, adieu, to yieu and yieu and yieu

[Children:]
So long, farewell, au revoir, auf wiedersehen
[Liesl:]
I'd like to stay and taste my first champagne

[Children:]
So long, farewell, auf Wiedersehen, goodbye
[Kurt:]
I leave and heave a sigh and say goodbye -- Goodbye!
[Brigitta:]
I'm glad to go, I cannot tell a lie
[Louisa:]
I flit, I float, I fleetly flee, I fly
[Gretl:]
The sun has gone to bed and so must I

[Children:]
So long, farewell, auf Wiedersehen, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

[Guests:]
Goodbye!

jewel.

you're tearing me apart.
breaking my heart...
No not really.
But I scored an old school mix from Kim and found Jewel on it.
Reminds me immensely of Hayley and the crazy shit we did when we were young.

A thread on V started to get me thinking:
"Who were you in High school?"
- I was.... insecure. I was bitchy. I was angry. I was loud. People knew not to mess with me.
- In our Year 12 commonroom Mal wrote my name on all her personal belongings so no one would steal it... they had ME to deal with.
- I can't be that scary can I?
- At the start I was the girl who cried. I was in denial. In denial that this stupid private school bullshit was the right thing for me. I was spoilt but not like these people. I didn't want to be lumped with them. The pretentiousness killed me. I wanted to be back, back to the hellhole. The hellhole seemed better than this. I cried for a week straight. I really didn't belong in this fucked up world but I stayed. I missed my year 7 and 8 buddies... around whom... I feel so natural. It's been so long but when I'm around them it really feels like I'm back in year 8 again.
- I got comfortable. Talked back. Clung. Was confrontational. Didn't care cos I knew they didn't care back.
Yeah. High school as great... :-S
At least I wasn't bullied. It really disturbs me when people get bullied. Grrr at A and the issue with P. I love P.

i lied.

i said i did it cos i wanted a change...
i did it because i wanted to be like nicole... LMAO!

i love doan.

. amanda says: (1:08:32 AM)

omg
the black thing is a nouse pad!
HA!
im sitting here thinking
wtf is this

lucey. says: (1:09:05 AM)

what black thing?

. amanda says: (1:09:20 AM)

theres a black thing

lucey. says: (1:09:22 AM)

its... um a cloth to wipe ur comp down

. amanda says: (1:09:26 AM)

oh
LOL

lucey. says: (1:09:28 AM)

hahahahaha

. amanda says: (1:09:35 AM)

phil said it was a mouse pad

lucey. says: (1:09:39 AM)

omg. fucking hilarious

. amanda says: (1:09:42 AM)

LOL
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahhahahahahahhaha!
ur so laughing ur ass iff right now
LOL

lucey. says: (1:10:04 AM)

i am

you excite me

so doing this.

big enough hermes....

this is massive

my little pon-yeeeeee

i wanna play with you
triple treat wants to playwith you.
she wants to sell you icecream cos everyone
or more importantly... ME.... loves icecream

x

hatred comes in two forms.

i can only feel one at the moment.
brace yourself.
loyalty comes in one form
even you lack that.

The Kite Runner

http://villagecinemas.com.au/Movies/The-Kite-Runner.htm

alone she cries
lose that hate inside
new love, new life
without that loser who once said
here's your kiss good bye
- she cries by rufio.

cobra snake

cobra snake guy was in melb
he was at the same event as i was!
he went to thirdclass after.
photos up. how exciting.
one of the girls might be the next corykennedy.
stereo suckx.

I love Heidi

Today, I give it, all to you,
On this day we recall the memories,
Of what we're goin' through,
This day, we're gonna win it,
Givin' you all above,
Many minds will recall with us tommorrow,
Followin' our love,
In my heart a place,
A most special place,
And it's all for you,
You're my girl, you're my, angel,
The will's the same for us,
Honey they can't be wrong,
Cause everybody knows it was hard to break the sorrow,
Then you came along,
In my heart, a place,
A most special place,
And it's all for you,
You're my girl, you're my angel, you're my girl
Oo ooh, aa aah, oo ooh, oo oo oo ooh, oooh and you're the one,
In my heart, a place,
A most special place,
And it's all for you,
And it's all for you,
In my heart, a place, and it's all for you,
A most special place, and it's all for you,
And it's all for you,
You're my girl,
You're my heaven, you're my world,
In my heart, a place, and it's all for you,
A most special place, and it's all for you,
And it's all for you,
You're my girl,
You're my angel, you're my girl
- Wedding Day by Heidi and Seal

hahaha shawshank

the movie was good.
crawling through poo wouldnt be that flash but did everyone hear how some prisoners did the same thing that they did in shawshank?
it's hilarious.
they stuck up posters of raquel the only nana model (who's still flash for a 50-60 yo) and crawled out.
x.

smart men.

good luck amanda.

its her graduation.
she's the first person that i personally know thats graduating so soon how fucking exciting is that.
so here we are one more year to go before im doing what amanda is going. robed and all (plus a hat... suck on that doan. ur minus a flippy up in the sky thing)

anyway.
i got a haircut today.
i have a choppy bluntish fringe... think... dirty girl on the streets who hasnt showered. its dirty. and choppy. but i like it. semi. i think i like it cos he cut it. he's so cute swooon.
actually think kate moss but less piecy cos i have a fuckload of hair. but yeah and slightly shorter... i think we ended up trimming too much off it but its all good.
everytime he laughs at me cos i tell him i have a muster. :(

anyway

The things you make me wanna do
I'd rob a quik-e-mart for you
I'd go to the pound and let all the cats go free
Just as long as you'd be with me.
- I Won't Spend Another Night Alone by the Ataris

I love how timeless the ataris is for me.
x.

j'adore le francais.

im learning spanish atm.
another hassling dan about his french learning i downloaded the ds game for spanish and played with that. i played with the french one but its still so fucking easy.
the spanish one is funny.
etra mi hermana. this is my sister.
i'm awesome... hahaha not.
its fun and actually not that bad of a game. very educational for those who've never learnt the language before. luckily some words are similar in european languages so we can always guess.

watching french news on sbs.
they speak slower than normal french people do.
its strange. but i guess it is the news and old people get deaf.
i wish i caught the tgv when i was in frenchyland.

je voudrais te dire ce que je pense.
je voudrais t'expresser ce que je sens.
mais quand nous sommes ensembles les mots disparaisent.
la douleur revient.
et j'oublie.
tous.

each bar is a flashdrive.
thats so cool
its a hub and a portable hd.

. amanda says: (12:06:59 PM)
i had dirt stuck up my nose

(R)(*) gem... says: (2:25:58 PM)
HAVE YOU MADE SKIN TO SKIN CONTACT?!

paul says: (2:54:14 PM)
mmmm uhh ill bring wats in my pantry lol

- i love a guy who is willing to feed me for no reason.

ETA: ily too doanface.

get smart.

i may be a loner/loser here but i fucking loved get smart as a kid.
i used to lounge around that watch that shit every whenever it was showing. (if i was home)
its so funny.
agent 99 is awesome. i wish they would hook up.
nowthey're making a movie!!!!
how exciting weeeee

W00T

w00t is now a real word!

Merriam-Webster has officially added it to the dictionary.

Based on votes from visitors to their Web site, the expression is the #1 Word of the Year for 2007.

w00t (interjection):
expressing joy (it could be after a triumph, or for no reason at all); similar in use to the word “yay”

w00t! I won the contest!

This year’s winning word first became popular in competitive online gaming forums as part of what is known as l33t (”leet,” or “elite”) speak—an esoteric computer hacker language in which numbers and symbols are put together to look like letters. Although the double “o” in the word is usually represented by double zeroes, the exclamation is also known to be an acronym for “we owned the other team”—again stemming from the gaming community.

FEEL MY E-PENIS GROW. WEEEEE

hilarious - mimes

mary,
you don't have to yell!
mime's can hear
they just can't talk

i fucking love the spice girls.

enough said.
GIRL POWER LMAO!!!!

dad is fucking hilarious.
he's watching it with me... he's like ohh that hats nice... yeah... they zoom in on boob and he comments on the hat :-S hahahah

SNOWFLAKE!!!!!!

just saw an add on tv for my older baby.
looks so hot.
<3 imac 4 ever.
fuck i really need to name it.
and name this.
mmmm. eeps.

victoria secret show and other.

i love blogging its so much fun.
i love you macbook. i can sit watch tv (which i havent done in a long time wtf... its holidays come on delilah) and bitch/rant/praise the things i see on the tv. :)
i loves it -


i love love love the victoria secret show. it happens once a year and every year its fucking fantastic. i love the overdramatic gear the models wear and how fantastic they look in the lingerie. they make me want to wear wings. i wanna be an angel. sooooo hot.
love love love alessandra in that yellow dress. its so impractical but thats what REAL fashion is isnt it? a design. a vision. a creation. the details, the style, the overall look; makes shopping for things invalid... i want a creation. i want a creation to dress up in and go crazy like they do on the runway. they loove it. they go wild. funnn!!! it just looks fun.
want million dollar bra.
now.

F made me realise something. i can be the biggest pushover.
STAND UP. SPEAK UP :)
im glad this year happened for me.
painful but worth it.
i'm. happy. - be happy for me. don't ruin it lmao

G is a massive idiot. massive. A and I know why. IDIOT! massive bashing time to be done.

fuck. i forgot i didnt finish the yummy mummy entry.
fuck heidi klum is the sexiest thing on earth. i loves it.
(always been my fave model.)

fucking idiots.

i love americas next top model... but seriously...
SHANGHAI is near the sea... beijing is not. get ur maps right. especially if ur showing a tv show in china.
proves models/alike are spoofs

is this is part... that we say....

(insert 2 crucial words?)
- one dollar short.

just give up.

sometimes its easier.
----------------------------------
spice girls. <3> bsb.

------------------------------

Do the DANCE
The way you move is a mystery
Do the DANCE
You're always there for music and me
Do the DANCE
The way you move is a mystery
Do the DANCE
You're always there for music and me
Do the D.A.N.C.E.
1 2 3 4 fight
Stick to the B.E.A.T.
Get ready to ignite
You were such a P.Y.T.
Catching all the lights
Just easy as A.B.C.
- D.A.N.C.E by Justice vs Similian.

yummy mummy's

ill finish this later.

i want a baby.

no cody chesnutt lyrics anywhere?
what gives.
seriously. thats a big what gives.
it's not like he's that unpopular.
we like cody.
i like cody. cody was a first year education. roots all the way baby

back up.
wtf. who knew backing up my music/itunes vids alone wld take 5 dvd discs. :o
photos are 2 discs. bah.
my external can't hold anything atm. poor baby

aa. love.

hotpants = ass hangage.

non appreciation.

i have non appreciation for many things right now:
non-appreciating you telling them something private.
my thing. my choice. my right to tell. dont take that right away from me.
non-appreciation to house music.
honestly. how can people still listen to the stuff.
i'm musically over it. give me a week and ill be musically onto it again... or not.
non-appreciation for racism.
when did it become okay to be racist again? oh thats right it never has been okay. should keep that in mind fuckwit.
non-appreciation for working.
the whole point of quitting work mum and dad is so that i can't work.
when did your business start to be my problem. not my problem. u can't find people don't you fucking dare guilt trip me into working for you. you should have hired more staff. not my fault.
i've worked nearly every weekend since i was in year 10. i want my time off. give me my rest. let me enjoy this.

appreciation for:
your kind words
your offering of food
your banter
your continual saviourness when i need help
your... loveee <3 i love kim and cat.

x.

hilarious late night banter

I love Matt:
- м a † † ї ‹› [ I can't sleep now, no, not like I used to, I can't breathe in and out like I need to ] says: (1:05:08 AM)
is that some1s head in your pic? or a fuzzy ball

Julian hates me:
- dear julian ____ (see i know ur surname and where you live so you have to do it). i find tai bboying fucking hilarious and amanda and i would giggle like little school girls if u have a challenge off pleaseeeeeeee?????!??!
btw... admit it school girls are hot
- dear lucy - (seeing ur chanel bag is 3000 buks and i dont like cow skin) i dont break anymore...skool girls shit me...and ima steal ur bag and sell it to westside bogans for fiddy dowllarr if u keep askin..MUHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

Pancake Parlour makes me happy.
paul says: (1:13:59 AM)
he had nice hair i remember
paul says: (1:21:24 AM)
which male actor do u think is the best loookin
<--- my fave first year is showing homosexual tendencies... eeps1

dreams.

sleep makes delusionalness.
sleep makes tiredness
sleep makes one... dream
dreams can be evil.

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
- Don't Speak by No Doubt

i love paul

lucey. says: (12:21:15 AM)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sxKDBC3QF7A
paul says: (12:22:29 AM)
y r u making me watch guys prance around in their underwear
lucey. says: (12:23:06 AM)
have u seen the real version of it?
paul says: (12:23:43 AM)
the bonds ad on tv
paul says: (12:23:45 AM)
yeh thats hot
paul says: (12:23:47 AM)
this is so not

he did it again.

bf when i refer to music things is booking fee fool.
bless the young man for thinking its boyfriend. pshhh to boyfriends


I shoulda been stronger, when you left me baby,
I just didn't see it comin, (no)
You shoulda waited longer, we coulda worked it out,
I know eats you up inside, Now when you call the phone,
Tellin me, basically you still love me I,
Cant believe your unbelievable,
[Chorus]
Cuz I never really new it was endin,
But I shoulda seen it from the beginin,
When I use to be so independent,
Then all I did was think of you,
Girl you know I coulda showed ya,
Gonna keep head high on my shoulders
I'm better off now that it's over,
And I'm not gonna think of you,
Cuz I'm so over U, I'm so over U, I'm so over U yeah�
I'm so over U, I'm so over U, I'm so over U, yeah�
I shoulda known better, shoulda seen right through,
It was all about the chase, baby
Now I'm a little wiser, cuz of girls like you,
I learned from my mistake,
Now I can go out every night enjoy myself without the fight,
Sayin no more, no more sleepless nights�
[Chorus]
I use to wanna know, why'd you go an break my heart, like we never meant a think at all
Times made me wise, no I didn't believe it when they told me, that I'd get over U�
[Chorus]
- So Over You by Donnie J.

Paul is my r&b musical educator.
He also made me listen to OneRepublic.
I love Paul.
I fund his society hahahaha suckers.

numb

luckily not emotionally.
only physically
im bruised and battered and sore all over.
the last week has brought me pain.
my liver is going to die from the overusage of cyp3a4 from painmeds.

wii is deadly. especially boxing. it kills. but good workout
golf is good for warming up.
beginning to like baseball.
dont know wat to get josh now for his bday/xmas cos i was going to get him a new wii controller but it looks like he already has one? :(

late nights are bad. they leave me battered.
smoking is bad. leaves me sore
long days are worse, they leave me scarred.

drained and pained. summer is blank.
wow. im blank.

ps. reminding myself to blog about stat rape story.